Evil wants my soul

I must not lose control... ever

There's a darkness inside my soul

Where evil seeks to take hold

I must not lose my control

Control

Like demons, devils, ghosts, red devils, goblins, war, crimes and the evilness that's inside of people

Like money, they always have the greed of money

It's like being in a hole somewhere

and you can't get out

and you're really caged up

lying a lot, telling stories, swear words, like a stubborn mouth

Getting in trouble with your parents

Bad behaviors are like what I do

Like, not appropriate stuff- 

Flirting with men, 

Talk about women parts in front of people who are men (chuckle)

Just to show the side of anger…

And a lot of times I hug other women

Not because I’m a lesbian, but because I miss that part of my Mom